Hey Guys,
As I mentioned in my last post, I've been having LOTS of anxiety since I got back to school. I can't describe it exactly, but mostly I just feel unsettled a lot of the time, and I feel like I don't belong. I miss my friends in Cincinnati a lot, and I'm hoping to come home next weekend to see everyone.
Yesterday, I had my first appointment with my new counselor at the BW health center, and he's a really nice guy - I think it will help a lot to have someone to talk to, and I hope that the anxiety calms down soon, because it's really frustrating!
I also found a Young Adult support group about 25 minutes away from campus, but I misread the calendar - the meeting was last week, not this week! I had been so excited all week to go to the meeting and get to know some people, but I totally showed up at the wrong time. Hopefully I'll get it right in February!
Classes are going well, the only thing I'm slightly worried about is my piano class - everyone in my class is really talented, and I can barely remember some of the stuff we're studying. Plus, a lot of the class is based on improv, which I'm not very good at at all (mostly because it's hard for me to figure out what notes are in each chord very quickly) but hopefully I'll get better as the semester moves on.
Lots of Love,
Lauren
I am so sorry that you have been feeling a bit anxious...I will be thinking of you!
ReplyDeleteHey, it happens sometimes. Take everyday slowly... as it comes. Are you expecting too much of your self? I am just guessing here. All that matters is, now that you are well and you are in better health, which gives you the opportunity to get back to all that you love and want to do. You take care of yourself... and by the way... whats the phone there for?... when you are feeling a little anxious call your friends and family. Take care and Enjoy, Love, NEETS
ReplyDeletecongrats to you getting back. i think you are having 'starting trouble' . don't worry. you'll get back into the swing of things. :).. i quit my piano for quite some time. and was thinking of getting back to it. but then i just have been soo lazy.. hope you learn and catch up real quick.. all the best.
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